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Thursday, January 31, 2008

january 30:
GOT A NEW PHONE!! :D
yay, W580i.. haha!
all thanks to my super duper nice parents..
muahaha!
my mum was da one who ask to my dad since my previous phone has been use for about TWO years alrdy..
LOL, then dad bought da new phone..
yaaaaaaaaaaaay! happie.. :D

january 31:
meet up cally, sean, qc, sikiet, hansol at da gate..
i oso saw classmates: kevin chee and sokexay..
and wenghui, ivan, and new guy.. :D (they were juz walking, LOL)
while walking and riding da bus..
cally told me stories.. HAHA!
now i know who she like.. :D and i was damn shocked.. hohoho!
i oso got like this guy before, i repeat: BEFOREEEE!!
but hais, he's yours.. LOL!
pei colly tan sister at her house..
and she took her laptop..
want kfc and eat..
while a boys ate at pastamania.. xD
sokexay and kevin chee were oso at kfc..
then meet amanda and peiling at da mrt station..
i miss peiling lots.. x(
we didnt reallie got da chance to talk so much these past few days..
i hope you miss me too.. hahaha!
stayed at amanda's reading room..
we PLAY, TALK, CHAT, LAUGH SO LOUD, TALK SO LOUD, QC MAKING NOISE POLLUTIONSxD, WATCHED PPT =(, and most especially: CAMWHOREDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD! :D
haha.. we took ALOT! ALOOOOOOOOOOOOOOT!
we had 174 photos.. (including my self-shot pics, HAHA! xD)
it was reallie fun..
and i'll miss everyone sooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much! :D
amanda gave me her letter..
i didnt reallie like to read it, coz i saw it was long..
and i'll surely cryyyyy..
but they want me to read it..
i was only reading da second sentence saying:
"SPACKZ had NEVER been existed wifout you"
damn it, i cried alrdy!!
coz i remember lots of good memories attached to da letters, S-P-A-C-K-Z..
hais! =(
i didnt wanna show to anyone my face.. haha! x(
and when i was crying, i can hear da sound of da aircon.. LOL!
it was soo quite.. all never talk.. :D
thanks for da shoulder COLLY SISTER && AMANDERR AUNT! :D
but feeling their shoulders makes me cry more!! =(
then, took group photos!
then everybody packed up at 6:30+pm!! omgg.. haha!
hugged amanda very tight! muacks!
then colly tan sister.. :D hais, i nearly cry again..
then SEAN da great asked for a hug! omggg.. hahaha!
first time to hug a guy(well, except my dad la! LOL).. xD
then quek.. haha! stop mood-swinging, okays?
then hansol oso! HOHO!
but never sikiet.. =( sad.. i know he only hugs ______.. HAHAHA!

when dad reach home..
he gave me a glass thingy for da phone..
haha, so niceeee! LOL
thanksssssssssssss! :D

MORE PICS at multiply..
(174 photos including my self-shots, MUAHAHAHAHA! xD)
CLICK HERE!
ZANRIA OSAL P.(wat amanda calls me-.-) hahahahha! :D
sorry.. i was bored, so took lots of self-shots.. muahaha! :D
COLLY TAN PRETTIE SISTER! :D
(she wears sean's specs, i wear hers.. muahaha!)
memories spent wif each other wont be deleted by simple "backspace" built in da laptop keyboard! LOL
BAA BAA BLAAACK SHEEP, betty betty pooooooo~! :D
i'll miss tat song! its our song!
we can make our own cd album alrdy! OMGG! xD
must miss me hor! LOL, coz i'll miss you super lots!
AMANDA LIM PEI QING! :D haha, miss you when im in phil! loooves(:
da promise to take lots of photo was GRANTED! :D
dont snatch him! xP hahahaha!
zanria is alrdy jealous && heart broken by your stories about you and him.. x(
HAHAHA!

SEAN DA GREAT! :D muahahaha..
no more cute cute funny sweet horny-.- guy in my country like you..
so i'll miss you lots lots lots LOTS! miss me too, okays?
QUEKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK! :D
haha, dont mood-swing alot can?
and and and ADVANCE HAPPIE BDAE!
too bad cannot reach your bdae, peiling's bdae, and erman(contact lenses) bdae.. hais! =(
SI KIETTTTTTTTT! :D
hello, hahaha..
sorry, all my textbook will be brought to phil..
so cannot give you..
must take care of cally huh! :D
misses(:
HANSOL, korean friend!
(da most famous FISH FACEEEEEEEEEEEE! xD)
im touched tat you know my name and tat im from da philippines! :D
im toucheddddddddd! hahahahahha!
WAS CRYING TAT TIME!
and i dont want to show them my face, coz its ALL RED!
hahaha! :D
sorry reading room's pillow, it was wet by my tears! =(
OMGGG! can see in my face tat i cried, obviously.. D:
amanda, cally, zanria!
loveeees! (:
HAHA! xD
hansol, sean, zanria, cally, sikiet! :D





what we could have been, 11:56 PM.
Tuesday, January 29, 2008

TODAY was my last day of being 3e2 and yussofian.. hais!
damn sad.. =(
went GO wif my mum to give da letter..
it was 3e2's PE tat time..
well, let me say it was OUR PE tat time.. :D
janaa and erman came.. haha, i miss them!
then wenxin, siying and xinyi came too.. :D
thanks for da hugs.. gonna miss tat lots!
after them, roxanne and khalisah came..
and who's da other one? hmm..
haha! okok, da other one was CHEN JIALI CALLY!
i go out of da GO, then suddenly SHE CRIED!
hais, i wanted to cry.. but i dont wanna show them..
stayed beside da school field and see all them running..
was lucky not to run.. haha! i hate running, thank you..
people whom i never talk to before, talk to me!
i was shocked.. muahaha! :D

third period: RECESS..
started taking pictures! :D
stayed at da garden wif cally, amanda and sarah..
we camwhored! haha!
then cally forced me to take photos wif everyone i know..
and and and and took someone's photo! haha!
omgg, i faint and my heart melted for da last time.. haha!

forth period: PHYSICS..
i never bring my file, sorry ms teh..
she talked to me before da class started.. :D
she is reallie a caring teacher.. (:
got da worksheet back..
got many mistakes, thanks to quekchin.. :P
then ms teh let me stand infront for da last minutes of da period.. =/
and let ppl say wat they want to say.. LOL
then took a picture wif her! :D

fifth period: SOCIAL STUDIES..
told mrs goh why i was late..
sorry, i didnt bring anything for this subject.. :P
my seatmate was absent.. =(
then aloysius sat beside..
talk msn by paper.. haha!
i was lazy writing.. I AM LAZY! sorry.. :P

sixth period: CHEMISTRY..
i'll miss mr wong's funny words.. hoho!
i never bring my file, sorry! :D
sit wif cally for da last time in class..
SEAN, gave me a letter..
haha! he said i never gave reaction about his letter..
sorry, my reaction was kept inside me.. :D
hahaha! thanks and dont worry..
ZANRIA WILL MISS YOU LOTS LOTS LOTS LOTS LOTS LOTS! :D
especially your hand tat pulls ppl's hair! =/
greet quekchin an advance happie bdae.. haha!
i wont be celebrating it wif them..
si kiet keep asking for my chem textbook..
hais, rich ppl cant buy their own mehs? LOL
hansol says HI! :D haha, i'll miss you my first korean friend..
i'll miss sitting wif da five of them.. reallie!

seventh period: YI RITUAL..
sat beside joey.. :D
she CRIED! omgg, she keep telling me dont make her cry..
but i didnt do anything to her! =(
hais, makes me cry too..
but i dont wanna show.. sorry..
cally gave me her letter..
i didnt read it.. coz im VERY VERY SURE tat i will cry..
so i kept it first! :P
aloysius gave me half a stack of his foolscap..
waste money and tree!!
LOL, but thanks! :D
took a class photo..
FOUR class photo, and now only two were left..
dont know wat happen to da other two? LOL
then mrs goh discussed about da service learning..
went to our/THEIR groups..
i went to janaadan's group wif cally.. LOL
SHE CRIED AGAIN! hais, i dont want to show my tears, please stop..

i'll miss 3e2: (without looking at cally's letter, LOL)
cally, sean, hansol, joey, sikiet, quekchin, roxanne, khalisah, wenxin, heather, siying, xinyi, erman, janaadan, haziq, caoran, yanping, yuqing, yuting, chenern, aloysius, kevin, chester, marcus, wenghui, sokexay, eugene, remya, daksha, hazwani, yashini, dominic, ivan, jiawei, zhixiang, new gurl, new boy..

I REMEMBER THEIR NAMES! yay! i hope i didnt forget someone..
oh wait, BUT ITS ONLY 36 names!! omgg!! =/
3e2 is 36+2-1;(=37!
okkkkk, i remember alrdy! :D

hais, i will reallie miss everyone..
even though i only been classmates wif you all for about a month..
i enjoyed being 3e2! :D
now, there will be no more 3e2 people in my country..
soo i wont forget everyone in this class..

after class, meet kelly and peiling..
kelly gave me a gift and a letter!
omgg, she said it was her FIRST AND LAST LETTER to me..
haha! was touched by her words..
made me cry.. =( sorry, i didnt follow wat da letter said..
"dont cry plOx" haha!

went burger king wif amanda, sean, qc, hansol, sikiet..
cally tan went home becoz of something..
then came back.. :D haha!
took some photos..
say bye and meet my mum at subway..
hais, she scolded me for meeting her up late.. =(
soo buying me a handphone was cancelled..
DAMN IT! =( i wanted to change my phone soo badly.. hais!
saaad..

went home and read cally's letter..
i knew it, I'LL CRY! hais..
miss her soo much..
thanks for da letter and everything..
everything as in: keeping secrets, laughters, HORNY ACTS(my god!), sooo many photos together, making me smile, letting me copy maths homework(hehes), being wif me every single day at school, your tears, letting me mess your hair, letting me take off your specs and many more.. :D
super gonna miss you sister.. :D



MORE PHOTOS at multiply.. (89 photos)
CLICK HERE!


RECESS! :D

zanria, cally, sarah, & amanda! :D

a family pic! im in da middle beside my mum and dad.. LOL
also wif my aunts and uncle.. :D haha!

cally's tongue soo long.. =X

zanria, roxanne, new gurl(i forgot her name!), cally.. :D

LOL? cally, zanria, hansol, kevin.. :P

haha, dis pic so bright! i like it.. haha!
zanria, hansol, sean.. :D

MISS TEH! :D

CLASS PHOTO NUMBER ONE.. :D

CLASS PHOTO NUMBER TWO.. erm yuqing, LOL? :D

haha! :D me beside contact lenses..

then janaa and cally(from crying).. LOL

by height, LOL! mrs goh! :D

zanria, PEILING, KELLY! :D misses(:

amanderrrrrr! at burger king.. :D

what we could have been, 11:36 PM.
Monday, January 28, 2008

LATE DAYYYYYYYYYYYYY!! :D
waited for cally and amanda at da inter at 8.10am..
saw him running for da 106 bus.. haha!
soo funny.. he was cute.. full stop! :D

saw sister, and she cut hair!
HAHA, cannot tie hair anymore! muahahaaa! ;P
reach school and we were late for 7 minutes..
and mr adam didnt care..
hoho! :D soo lucky!

first period: english..
did da comprehensive worksheet..
and we had a NEW classmate..
she looks quite like desiree..
and other ppl also say she is..
her name is.. I FORGOT! sorry..
its reallie hard to remember..

saw him! :D

second period: a-maths..
i forgot wat we did.. haha!

third: RECESS! :D
haha,we were together wif 3e4 and 3e1..
yaaaay!
met amanda and sarah at da garden..
THEY TOLD A STORY TAT BROKE MY HEART! T__T
huhu, it was about him, him, him, him, HIM!
then, we were walking to da study corner..
and speaking of him, i saw him again! :D
stayed at study corner and chat..
and saw him walking infront of us again! :D
hais, why does he keep showing his face to us.. -.-

forth period: e-maths..
WE SIT ACCORDING TO THE SS SITTING ARRANGEMENT! -.-
soo, i have to sit wif wenghui..
he is always quite..
but this time..
he talked to me a sentence! :D
i can remember it, "we need to pass da paper wif corrections, right?"
i replied, "NO!" and i was like shouting.. haha!
sorry, i wasnt used of you talking to me.. hehe! :D
then he said, "YES! we need.." (wif a smile) haha!
then ms chia remembered to collect it and everyone was like "walao".. -.-
haha! soo yea, he gave me TWO sentences wif a smile.. (:

fifth period: social studies..
he was at hum rm 3, we are at hum rm 2..
soo, i saw him again! :D
sit wif wenghui again..
and this time..
he gave more and more sentences.. haha! :D
he was complaining about da tcher..
tat he dont uds da way she writes..
he dont uds wat she is talking about..
he dont uds wat she is teaching.. blabla..
haha! he even swear.. and i was shocked.. :O
did da principles of governance thing..

sixth period: geog!
talked alot.. haha!
i dont know why i was so talkative tat time..
played and talk wif aloysius.. haha!
he keep saying "my friend", "my friend".. haha!
played wif xinyi, da prettie pig.. :D
i'll miss her.. =(
sean sat beside.. and keep messing wif ppl's hair..
as usual.. -.-
well, i'll miss it too! =(
he knows some filipino words..
BAD filipino words.. -.-
i dont know who teach him or how did he knew it..

stayed back for a "meeting"..
about da timetable..
seriously, i dont like it!
but i like da recess periods..
i hate da MOTHER TONGUE periods!
this week only got ONE period.. =(
soo sad..


did da ss thing..
and went home..


in conclusion, i saw him lots and lots of times today..
and thanks to friends.. :D
my day is successfully happie! :D


parents made a letter for da school.. =(
saw da flight schedule.. =(
and i was very very very SAD! =(
but i still wanna have my week to da fullest..
sorry cally sister, for lying to you! =(
i juz dont want ppl around me to know..
coz i dont wanna think about it when im in school..
i wanna be super happie as i can..
and have a memorable WEEK! :D
sorry sorry sorry lots!

but da piano lessons are TRUE! :D
im gonna miss you very much! (:

oh, and i want HUGS and PICTURES! :D thank yoou.. :D

what we could have been, 5:13 PM.
Sunday, January 27, 2008

im quite moodless today..
me and my parents talked about something..
i dont know if i'll be happie or sad about it..
well, maybe half of me feels happie, and half of me feels sad.. =/
this is a very very very fast decision they made..
im not gonna say wat it is about..
but this week..
i'll promise to enjoy every day i'll have..
i wont be moodless..
forget about my personal problems..
and be happie wif da people surrounding me.. (:
i wish to spend alot of time wif them..
i repeat, A LOT of time..
and i wish to talk to da 3e4 guy..
and i wish to know all my classmates..
and i wish to talk to all of them..
within this week.. :D
soo yea, tats all im gonna say..
end of blogging.. =/

damn it, tears fall so fast..
i dont know how to stop them! =(
i hope this water-falling ends..

what we could have been, 7:50 PM.
Saturday, January 26, 2008

woke up early in da morning.. -.-
reach limbang shopping centre at 9.30am..
soo have to wait for 15 more minutes for da lesson..
walk around da place and for da first time..
i saw a RACIAL RIOT! :O
haha, between a chinese and an indian lady..
its soo scary, okays!
it started when they two bumped into each other..
then da chinese woman wiped da arm tat was touched by da indian woman..
da indian woman scolded her saying tat she's not dirty or disgusting for da chinese woman to wiped her skin liddat..
then yelled at each other somemore..
and both of them were surrounded by many ppl..
it was like watching a wrestling match, seriously..
haha, but they didnt actually hurt each other physically..
soo yea, I WAS LATE FOR DA LESSON becoz of da show.. =(

then, went home and sleeeeeeeeeeeeeept da whole day!
haha, xinyi was rite..
i am a pig.. a lazy pig..
muahaha! but she is too! :D
not tat she likes to sleep, but becoz she is LAZY!
and she admits it.. haha!
she's my lazy prettie pigggggggggggg!
loooves! <3333

i've noticed tat A LOT of people are changing this year.. =(
you, me, she, he, her ,him, they, we.. ALMOST EVERYONE!
maybe 2008 isnt reallie a great year as i've expected..
haaaais..
i like you but you like her..
it hurts like hell..
i guess there is no point of liking you after all.. =(
better like da new guy.. HAHA!:D
DAMN YOU MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE BAND!
having a concert in da philippines without me!!
haha! =(

what we could have been, 8:56 PM.
Friday, January 25, 2008

had a loong talk..
understood everything i need to know..
share each others' feelings..
and honestly, it made some rats on my chest go away..
i feel quiet better than i was this past few days..
i hope everything will be BACK to da way it was..
da past, like BEFORE!
now i know wats wrong wif me..

goodbye old promise, HELLO NEW PROMISE! :D
monday, will talk like we never seen each other for 10 years.. :D
hahaha! hope you will too..
soo yeah, tats all..
feel better today..
loooooooooooooves alot! :D

what we could have been, 7:06 PM.

FRIDAYYYYYYYYY! yays! :D
ride da bus as usual..
but this time..
an OLD OLD man scolded me! =(
i was super embarrassed..
he scold me for standing near da door..
i've been in tat position everytime i ride da bus in da morning for about 1 year alrdy!
da bus was FULL somemore!
and this was da first time someone scolded me so loud..
i wanted to scold him back..
but i DIDNT!
i dont wanna destroy da school's reputation juz for him..
man, it'll be a waste of time..
soo, i juz ignore him.. and be a good gurl instead.. :D

first period: ENGLISH!
and mr yen had an emergency call for i dunno wat reason..
soo we all slack abit.. haha! :D

second period: CHEMISTRY SPA..
i dont know why, but this subject reallie wants to make me sleep..
not becos of da tcher..
da tcher is fine.. he's funny actually.. :D
but da subject itself reallie bores me alot! =(
did da paper chromatography at da lab..
quite fun.. haha!

TIMETABLE WAS CHANGED AGAIN!
was quite happie wif da new schedule.. :D

third: RECESS!

fourth: SOCIAL STUDIES!
had da CLASS TEST..
so we sat by class number.. -.-
and si kiet keep disturbing..
he wants to copy answers..
and marcus oso say let him copy my answers so he will copy si kiet's..
im not even sure if i'll get good marks.. lol!
soo, i didnt let them copy.. SORRY!
im not as smart as both of you.. :D
but i hope, i'll get good resultssssssssssssss! I HOPE! (:

fifth period: ASSEMBLY!
it was about da TYZ trip last year..

then, went to da garden wif cally, peiling, amanda, sarah, sean, qc, and hansol..
stayed there until 1:30pm juz for SEAN! -.-
chat chat, laughs, camwhored, chat chat..
haha!

after tat, went kfc wif them except sean and peiling..
coz they need to stay back for CCA, i think..

then went home.. :D



DA PICSSSSS:




ME covered by sarah's hand! -.- she says she's blessing me wif her powerful power or something.. -.-
can also see amanda's leg, sarah's shoe, and sean's shoe.. :D

was taking sean's pic to make sister happie.. haha!
then sarah took my pic too.. -.-

this is reallie a happie pic! our smiles doesnt look fake, i think? hahaha! :D

OMGG! 1/4 of my armpit is quite seen! haha! :D

WACKY-RETARDED FACES! :D

PEILING && ZANRIA! :D

another photo of sean.. hahaha! this time, he is smiling..

HANSOL && CALLY! :D *coughs*



i feel tat my inner cells are sad.. =(
i dont know why..
maybe, i hate wat i've been seeing..

what we could have been, 4:21 PM.
Thursday, January 24, 2008

WHOLE day moodless..
but atleast, someone's name, face, and existence makes me smile abit..
soo no mood to blog..
i dont know wats happening to da world..

what we could have been, 4:46 PM.
Wednesday, January 23, 2008

this day is damn exhausting! :(
first period was geog..
as usual, draw things again.. -.-

Chemistry, OMGG!
i never do my hmwk.. haha!
but its ok, coz Mr Wong never scold us..
he oso never teach tat topic wad! -.-
then ppl dont uds how to do..

E-Maths..
i forgot wat we did! -.-
but i know its about ALOT of numbers..
haaaais! :(

Recess, then ENGLISH!
omgg, was v nervous on da PLENS speech presentation..
hais, i recite at da period's last minutes..
haha! :D

A-Maths..
WAAA! huhu.. i nearly fail da class test! :(
NEARLY!
got 11 over ? i forgot..
hahaha!
reallie will strive more harder for da next tests.. :D

after class, stayed at study corner..
wif cally, quek, hansol, sean, sikiet, haziq, joey, and erman.. :D
erman's eyes are nice..
he looks like wearing contact lenses..
did maths hmwks..
then when amanda and sarah were dismissed..
immediately raaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaan to see 3e4..
haha! (stalker much?)
saw him with him.. hahaha!
then cally shouted "his" name..
damn you sister! D:
then i raaaaaaaaan back to da study corner..
honestly, i was reallie nervous..
wif i dont know wat reason!
cant breathe well, and heart pumping very fast..
hahaha! :D
its like, heart
hahaha! :D

3pm went art club..
did ceramics..
then went home at 5pm..
went burger king wif cally, amanda, quek, and sean..
everyone ordered da same food!
HERSHEY'S SUNDAE PIE!
its nice la! hahaha..
then when quek finish his, he ask everyone to share wif him.. -.-
watda? -.-

tats all, byee! :D

what we could have been, 10:03 PM.
Tuesday, January 22, 2008

january 21:
first period is MT, as usual..
alone and bored!
hahaha! :D

second is Social Studies..
im damn tired wif pressing da white thingy button to open da door everytime there's a person cuming in..
then suddenly, Mrs Goh tell da class the new sitting arrangement..
and i was like "thank god, i wont be dealing wif da irritating white button anymore!".. :D
cally sits wif DOMINIC! haha..
like being my line partner..
he reallie dont wanna sit wif girls..
i dunno why.. hahaha!
then i sit wif MR CHI.....i mean Weng Hui! haha! :D
im reallie sure tat every SS period, my lips are sealed..
HE DONT TALK! LOL, he only talks when he'll borrow notes..
haha, well i hope he talks more..
or else, i might unconciously sleep during SS period..

third is recess..
then PHYSICS SPA!
Ms Teh wasnt around, so we all had a free time for TWO HOURS!

fifth was english..
SORRY MR YEN! i never do my PLENS speech..
(well, EVERYONE didnt! hahaha!)

next was history..
haha, free time again! :D

after sch, went reading room on amanda's place..
wif cally, si kiet, quekchin, sean and hansol.. :D
from 3pm to 5pm for me..
they still stayed until 6pm.. :O
all chatted, made stolen shots, 3 played PSP, did PLENS, and laugh laugh laugh! :D
ok, it was fun being wif them.. haha!


BTW, these are da STOLEN pics taken while we were in da reading room:


HELLOO SEAN DA GRAPE GREAT! :D



HAHA! Si Kiet.. :D



LOLLLL, quek! dont emo la!



OH, hellooo hansol! :D


NOW DA twoo GIRLS:
YESSS! finally, got a stolen shot of you! this is juz a pay back pic for me and peiling's pic! :D

HAHA! happie SISTERRR! why dowan look? -.-

january 22:
chester's bdae, haha! HAPPIE BDAE classmate! :D

had individual photo taking during da half period of E-Maths..
A-Maths, had CLASS TEST!
question twoo was damn hard ok!
i hope i pass, i hope i pass! :D

English, haha! still never finish da PLENS..
LOL, sorry again Mr Yen..
honestly, da speech topics was hard..
soo, got hard time thinking! LOL!
6 or 7 ppl out of 36 students had finish it..
and they were finishing presenting infront of da class..

Recess..
then Social Studies, im a loner..
seatmate was absent..
hahaha!

Physics, had CLASS TEST!
da last two questions were hard..
i hope i also pass this one! :D

then, extra lessons for E-Maths..
had CLASS TEST! omgg..
i anyhow do.. and copy some from da MATHS PRO!
thanks cally and yanping.. hahaha! :D

went home, greet da bdae boy..
hahaha! :D and this was da first time i talk to him..
lol..
did english PLENS.. FINISH! :D

sister: forget everything.. stay as da HAPPIE prettie cally! :D
loooves! :D

what we could have been, 10:08 PM.
Saturday, January 19, 2008

da day was fine..
stay at home and faced da comp for about half of da day..
hahaha! as usual.. :D
still thinking of wat to write for PLENS speech in english..
roaaaaaar! ;( my compo sucks.. haha!
my brain is getting rusty wif so much words..
same as maths! im oso fed up of numbers..
haish!

i think im fed up wif everything.. D:
now, i oso hate PE! my god..
i hate running, okaes!
there's soo many subjects i hate now..
hahaha! i hope this hating things will end..
from this day forward, i shall make a vow tat i will study hard, i mean super hard..
and pretend to like all my hated subjects..
the end.. -.-

chat wif cally tan.. and view her webcam..
hahaha! soo prettie..
and keep smiling and blushing..
hahaha! i know wats da reason..
muahaha! red red cally tan.. :D

end of blogging..

what we could have been, 10:29 PM.
Friday, January 18, 2008

this was a happie day for someone.. haha!
well, im happie for tat someone too! ;D
1:23 pm.. hahahaha!

First period was geog, fine but was quite boring..
Next was MOTHER TONGUE!
my god! im alone again..
haha! i was soo curious abt da a guy..
soo, i roam around da skool and was expecting to see him somewere..
and yeah, I SAW HIM!
he was alone.. i knew it!
he dont take mother tongue like i do! hahaha! :D
but i got no guts to talk to him..
soo yeah, saaaaaaaad! ;(
Then, physics.. RECESS!
and finally, A-MATHS! da last period of da day..
hahaha! :D this subject reallie knocks my brain off!
im soo fed up wif soo many numbers!
i hate maths.. well, everyone does..
except for those "math PRO`S" out there..
hahaha!

Then went garden wif cally and quekchin to practice quekchin's hand writing for a surprise thingy..
hahaha! then sean and si kiet came..
we all chat and chat and chat.. -.-
used cally's fone to take stolen shots of sean..
there was A LOT of them!
hahaha! it was soo much fun to take his photos.. ;D
but to bad, he deleted EVERYTHING! damn it!
went home at 2pm, i think?
omgg, it took quekchin about 2 hours to practice his writings and make it perfect..
soo sincere rite? (well, if you know da story)
hahaha! tats all, byeeee! :D

wat happen to us soulmates?
i dont know if yoour mad at me, you dowan to talk to me, or wat..
but our bond seems to be different now than before..
you started ignoring me after da CCA recruitment day..
wats wrong? is it wif me? or you? i reallie dont know.. ):
i understand tat you have your problems.. i reallie do understand it!
and i still hope you recover soon and be happie! :D
but i feel tat our friendship is odd nowadays..
if your mad, SORRY! sorry for watever it is tat i've done tat you didnt like..
i REALLIE REALLIE misyooo lots!
*hoping to have da past times we had again*

what we could have been, 11:31 PM.
Thursday, January 17, 2008

MY GHAAAD!
saw this friendster bulletin post..
and i immediately rmbr two persons! D:
SHE and HE..
and now im jealous again.. :(
jealoooooooooooooooooooooous!!
okae nvm.. hahaha!
let it be.. LOL! idc
here it is:

"how do you flirt?"

HOW BOYS FLIRT:

1. He stares at you alot.
2. He hits you alot. (just play hitting)hahaha!!
3. He uses the first thing that pops into his head to start a conversation with you
4. He yelled, "Hi!", to your mum that day she picked you up from school.
5. He blew off his buds to gosee "BrownSugar" with you cuz you couldn't get another girl pal to go and didn't want to go alone.
6. He tries to make you laugh anyway even if he gets hurt in the process
7. His voice gets softer when ever you two talk.
8. You hung up on him. He called you back.
9. You were invited by him to a group outing.
10. He called you to talk about nothing at all.
11. He imitates your laugh. OK, you do laugh PRETTY LOUD. Which makes you laugh even harder...
12. He remembers little things youmention in casual conversation
13. He sometimes stares straight into your eyes.
14. He uses every possible way to touch you (your hair, face, thighs,KNEES,ect.)
15. teases you alot, in a way you'll get flattered.

HOW GIRLS FLIRT:

1.She calls you by your full name not just a nick name.
2. She hits you softly on the arm and laughs when you say something funny.
3. She flips her hair when she's talkingto you.
4. She touches your arm when she talks to you.
5. She says, "No, I'm not telling you who I like!" with a big smile on her face.
6. She asks you who you like or who you would go out with seemingly interested.
7. When you go to the movies with a bunch of your friends and she is almost always next to you.
8. She criticizes you on a girl you like.
9. You catch her staring at you.
10. She plays with your hair or tries to put make up on you.
11. Her friends outside of school and in school know about you, and says she talks about you a lot.
12. She knows your phone number and address. ( stalker much? )
13. She will try and talk, and spend time with you as much as possible.
14. She'll play safe when your around.
15. she always ask you on how r you doin whether on text,chat,.


now repost this w/ the title "how do you flirt?"

what we could have been, 6:51 PM.

january 15:
had a new haircut..
but it didnt change alot..
it juz tat.. it doesnt have da straight cut anymoreeeeeee! D:
da promise was nearly broken.. :(

january 16:
had art club..
had quarrel again.. hais, when will this end? :(

january 17:
nothing much happened..
hahas!
byeee! :D
STILL HAVENT TALK TO HIMMMMMMMMMMMM! D:
now, very confused of who to like! :(
no quarrels today, yaaaay! :D

what we could have been, 6:12 PM.
Monday, January 14, 2008

this day is da MOST embarrassing day of my life!!
thanks to my dear looved sister.. ROAAR!!
(you'll have your time someday!!)
remember this day, okae?
14 JANUARY 2008, 10:56am, noodle doodle at da canteen!!
screamed "walau" very loud.. and ran at cally tan's back!!
how could it get any worst!!

honestly, my heart pumped super fast..
and i kept remembering wat "someone's" face looked like,
and how i screamed da word!!
haish, i reallie wished it didnt happen..
it was reallie super duper embarrassing in my part!!
especially, for tat "someone" to see..
okae, juz to be clear..
i dont like him.. nor adore, crush, love, admire!!
but i reallie didnt understand why i gave tat kind of actions!!
omgggg! D:
english period, had a talk wif cally, sean and quekchin about da topic "HAPPIE"..
haha!
after school, went kfc wif cally, amanda and peiling..
talked about mr korean..
and when we all go home..
i suddenly saw him pass by me! :O
it was like, "speaking of da dev".. hahaha!

tats all, byeeee! :D

what we could have been, 3:58 PM.
Saturday, January 12, 2008

woke up early and went to school for sec 1's CCA registration..
waited at inter at 7:14am even though cally said 7:30am!!
haha, okok.. my fault, my fault!
saw cao ran and talked abit..
she's nice and prettie.. haha! :D
then cally arrived at 7:31am, LATE FOR ONE MINUTE AA!!
when we arrived at school..
we juz sit there and do nothing..
haish, da promise.. ;(
got nothing to do, soo took a secret shot at someone..
haha! :D his back is oso cute..
hoho, kidding.. :D

when everything was done..
cally, quekchin, amanda and i..
waited for peiling and sean..
coz ppl planned to go kfc..
cally got her tuition and left us! roaar you!
waited peiling for about HALF AN HOUR!!
and nicely said tat she wont go us!!
omgggg, i was like omfg! (my dear mouth, sorii for swearing)
so, go westmall wif amanda, sean and quekchin..
i never expected tat being wif them tat time, would be soo quiet.. watda!
sean likes to go pastamania.. but ppl got no money..
and decided to eat at burger king..
i never ate anything.. ahaha! :D
sean saw hansol and si kiet and got pissed..
wif dunno wat reason becoz someone named quekchin wont tell!
even if he's knees are kicked for so many times by me..
he still wont tell.. watda!
went home, blablabla..
THE END! :D


*amanda da paparazzi took a stolen pic of me and peiling! how dare...........



what we could have been, 8:24 PM.
Thursday, January 10, 2008

Meet up cally, peiling, and amanda at inter as usual..
haha! :D been there until 6:50 sumting, waiting for someone..
hoho, soree i never read ur sms earlier.. :D
kelly and peiling seat beside me in da line at da hall..
but there were spaces in front of them..
so they have to move 1 step..
huhu! ;( now im beside mr pakistan.. (hehe!)
peiling's ahemm.. KIDDING! xD
was shocked tat time coz mr kevin chee talked to me for da first time to ask a question..
muahahaaa! but then wenxin says to kelly tat i flirt!
my ghaaad.. ;( broke my heart man! I NEVER FLIRT anyone pls!
geog time had a new seating arrangement.. ROAAR! ;(

Photobucketto my prettie looved sister, chen jiali cally:
sorry for da TWO days "up and down mood" i showed you..
some was only for fun..
i dont know why i made them..
caused of jealousy or just tired? i reallie cant answer..
but i think tat i feel different everytime da topic is about him and you..
I DONT LIKE HIM!! I DONT LIKE HIM!! I DONT LIKE HIM!!
okae, maybe slight.. SUPER DUPER slight!
waaaaa! ;( REALLIE SORRY!
i wont destroy da friendship for juz a freaking guy.. SERIOUS!
i also dont wanna lose da sister thing we started..
still remember "da promise"?
haha! well, yeah.. its still alive and kept..
soo starting now, i wont make those moods i gave to you..
but i still wanna hear da "BLA BLA BLACK SHEEP, BETTY BEETY BOO!" song, okaes?
again, SORRY! and super much looooves! :D
DA PROMISE, ayt?

what we could have been, 4:17 PM.
Tuesday, January 8, 2008

january 6:
went dhoby ghaut to get dad's pants at plaza singapura..
my ghaad, it was super heavy! ;(
looked and walked around da BIG mall..
haha, and stay at da dvd store for abit long time..
haha! i bought SPRING WALTZ korean drama!
omgg, i die looking at this show in da Philippines everytime da commercial pops up in da tv..
muahaha! and i finally, i got it..
was super duper happie and excited to watch it..
haha! now my cousins wont bully for not watching tat nice drama..
weeeeeeeeee! :D i bet i could finish tat drama earlier than them..
wahahaaaa! too bad my beloved cousins.. meet my friend, karma!! :D
soo, when i reached home..
i rushed into da comp and watch iiiiit! :D
so yeah, i admit.. im a freak when it comes to korean dramas.. happie?

january 7:
went skool wif my backpack..
roaar, coz books were soo heavy..
curse those big and thick books! :D

home then watched drama.. :D

january 8:
haha, LOL at me and cally's back-seatmates at chem period..
they are funny and lame.. haha!
attend art club to make da banner..

haha, it was fun esp da HANDPRINT thingy..
haha! soo me, cally, and kelly's hands were full of paints..
go home, and had a short time to watch da drama..
roaaar! and i hate my mum for finishing da whole show in one whole day..
(but i still love her, of course, LOL!)
roaaar her! she didnt wait for me to watch it wif her..

what we could have been, 9:49 PM.
Saturday, January 5, 2008

GOODBYE 2007, HELLOE 2008! :D
january 1:
HAPPIE HAPPIE HAPPIE NEW YEAR everyone! (:


january 2:
meet up wif peiling and amanda at da inter..
thanx peiling for da gift! :D
back to school as a junior..
omggg, cant believe it! haha!
no cally to be wif.. ;(
soo stayed wif joey..
she is nice.. even if we didnt talked alot..
we all smile and smile and smile da whole day..
she gave me two chocolates! THANX! :D
chemistry and social studies had absent teachers so stayed at da study corner for 2 hours wif classmates..
i reallie felt 'out of place' tat time.. ;(
most of my classmate were chinese soo they all spoke chinese..
and i didnt understand a thinggggggggggg! ;(
soo yeah, honestly.. i was bored..
and wishing myself to be back in 2e2 again..
i miss playing wif SPACK! D:

january 3:
meet up wif cally, amanda and pei..
thanx amanda and sarah for da gifts! :D
sarah`s baaaaaaaack! :D
still no chen jiali cally..

january 4:
CALLY`s baaaaaaack! :D
yeheyyy, got someone to talk alot and played wif!

hahaha..

what we could have been, 6:08 PM.
Thursday, January 3, 2008

IM BAAAAAAACK!
and im updating my blog.. haha! (duh)

november 30:
juz arrived at da Philippines at 5am..
took a little nap when we reach our house..
went SM FAIRVIEW(oh my god, i miss tat mall!) with my cousins..
had my HAIRCUT! weeeee.. (:
they cut my hair until my shoulders! omgg, coz my mum said soo..
haish, i saw about three inches of hair falling everytime he cuts.. :O
an ex-classmate saw me and was like pulling my arms until it fell down.. -.-
it was so obvious tat she missed me.. haha!

then bought some groceries..
a friend smsed me telling me to meet her somewhere in tat mall..
and when i saw her/them..
their faces was all shocked!
they keep saying i look different, i was blooming(my god!), im super whiter now, and I GOT FATS ON ME!!
hoho, they say i was so thin before.. and now i got some fats! yeheyyy! (:
ATE AT JOLLIBEEEE! miss it alot!
then played DANCE REVOLUTION at home! (:

december 1:
HAPPIE BDAE ATE RHENZ! misyoo misyoo.. (:
went WOWOWEE with my mum and two of my cousins!
omggg, da studio tour guide was so good-looking and korneee..
he looks like an actor or something.. haha!
i didnt see soo much stars tat time than da last time we went there..
but da show was super FUN!(as usual)
valarie(host) went to our place and let my mum greet..
muahaha! i was beside her, soo i get to be closed-up on tv.. (bluaeckkkks!)
show was done at 3pm..
went PBB house, and took photos there.. yipeeee! (:
ATE AT JOLLIBEEEE!

december 3:
I FORGOT WAT HAPPEN! hahaha..
but i remember we ATE AT JOLLIBEEEE! :D

december 5:
went aunt's house..
then TRINOMAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA! (: yipeee..
dreams doo come true..
muahaha! :D
tat mall was super big.. SUPER!

you cant shop around it within a day becoz its reallie BIG!
bought a striped pink and white top and a skinnie.. hohoho!

december 6:
went TRINOMA again with mum and two cousins! :D
haha.. we three picked da clothes we want..
and my mum will take care of paying it..
muahaha! soo nice oh!
now i believe in da phrase, christmas is a time for giving..
muahaha! :D

december 7:
was super excited for dis day coz i was planning to visit my ex-school..
but we went dentist(my favorite type of doctor, wahaha!)
took alot of time on my mum's teeth..
soo, i didnt go to school anymore..
ROAAAAR tat dentist, its not my favorite anymore! bleah! >:P
huhu! soree hershey en unnie..
naghintay kau sa wala.. huhuhu! :(

december 8:
sleep-over at my cousins' house..
camwhored wif them..
and used da net!! yehey..

december 9:
went home..
and packed our clothes for tomorrow's gudbye manila trip..

december 10:
7am, on our way to da airport..
12noon, in da airplane alrdy..
2pm, arrived at BUTUAN CITY! yeheyyy..
soo happie to see my cousin..
its been a long time since we visited this province..
i missed them aloooooot! (:
all of them change physically..
baby faces are now matured-looking.. muahaha!
i still remember da games we were playing before..
and now, we are not doing it anymore.. ;(
they reallie are alrdy grown ups..
saw baby em-em for da first time,

omgggg! tat time she reallie act cute alot to me..

december 11:
HAPPIE BDAE CLAIRE! (:
all alone at home wif some 'not going to school' cousins..
waited for my cousin until 1pm at their school..
muahaha! then chat wif them alot..
ask available pipol to stroll around gaisano mall..
haha! me, haira, ate rhenz, and haro..
me and haro played da dance revolution at da arcade area..

december 12:
again, waited for my cousins..
then invited three to gaisano mall again and ate at JOLLIBEEE!
me, haira, ate rhenz, and kuya michael..
haha, camwhored alooot!
security guards at tat mall was always looking at us..
and telling us taking photos are not allowed..
and we were like "REALLIE MEH? so waaat! HAHA!"
went home, then aunts and uncles invited everyone to eat at 'GOAT TOGETHER'..
my god! eating again.. :O
place was nice, and super cooooooold! :(

december 13:
went grandpa's farm wif grandpa, grandma, mama, 2 aunts, and 2 uncles..
(im da only kidoo there ;()
mountains was so high, tat we decided to stay at da nipa hut..
mum's farm was super nice and big!
da caretaker was there all day to guard it..
haha, as a daughter of my mum.. i thank you! muahaha! :D
then went back aunt's house and was super shocked wif their impulsive decision..
since saturday is our flight back to manila..
and they dont wanna swim on a friday night(coz of beliefs)..
a NIGHT SWIMMING at Nacipit(a city near butuan)..
omggg! its been years since da last time i stepped on da BEACH!
all relatives were there..
and it was a happie happie happie reunion day! :D
it was night, so da place was super dark!
beach lights were few.. haha!
all my cousins were looking at da beach very closely..
we spot a dunno wat thing floating on da water..
some says it was a fisherman fishing for fish.. haha!
we keep shouting at him to know tat he reallie is a living thing..

we used da camera's flash to see him wif light..
HOHO! it was only a trunk of tree.. -.-
stupid, it SCARED us alot!
played native and childish games at da sandy area..
haha! i miss those games..
camwhored then went home..

december 14:
HAPPIE HAPPIE BDAE MY DEAR SISTER CALLY TAN! looves.. (:
had a cousin happy time together again..

december 15:
went to da airport for da flight to manila..
huhu, i miss butuan pipol alrdy! ;(

december 18:
VISITED SCHOOOOOOL!
da irritating guard didnt allow me to go inside.. ROAR HIM!
so, tcher mimi(ex-form teacher) went down da gate and fetch me there..
yeheyyy! thanx cher! :D
her first reaction was, 'OMG! i got chubby cheeks alrdy'.. haish! D:
was super duper happie to see ex-classmates, teachers, friends.. :D
tcher mimi, showed me da classes forming lines in da highschool building quadrangle..

I SAW KISSABLE! omggg, he changed alot physically! hahaha..
saw herhseeeey's prettie face for da first time.. :D
and other friends there..
ex-classmates, pull me here and there..
chatted alot.. and they keep shouting..
"waaaa!", "zanre!", "omggg!", "zanria!"
reallie very happie to see them all..
i feel like crying, but i didnt CRY! too bad! too bad! haha..
saw someone with braces.. haha! (snickers ;p)
then stayed all day at tcher mimi's classroom and chat alot with her while her class are taking their test..
then, camwhored wif hershey, GELL!, and unnie.. haha! :D
finally, go home..

december 21:
an outing wif my hersheey(yana) and my unnie(ate mae)!
weeee, didnt expect this to happen..
muahaha! :D
too bad, labanus(pao) didnt able to make it..
haish, so da group was not complete.. ;(
meeting time was 12noon..
and they all showed up at 2pm..
haish, i've waited for 2 hours..
but i dont mind.. everything was worth it..
muahaha! :D
camwhored da whole day wif them..
stayed at starbucks..
took studio pic at photoline..
ate at Wendy`s.. muahaha!
they all bought regular meals..

while i had da BIGGIE set!
my ghad, da cashier lady hypnotised me to buy tat kind of meal..

LOL! soo, i wasnt able to finish everthing.. too bad!
laugh laugh laugh all day wif different stuffs..

and i reallie did had alot of fun wif them..
labshew guys! (: and thanx for da day.. and gifts! :D
*kissable smsed, omgg! i dunno whr da hell he got my new number! :O

december 22:
had a christmas party at cousins' house..
super fun! :D
camwhored wif everyone..

ate alot of fooooooooooooood!
and chat and chat da whole day..
*this was da first year, i didnt had a class xmas party.. haish!
i want to have one soo badly.. ;( but no choice..

december 23:
two cousins' went to our house from bulacan all alone!
OMGG~ i cant imagine they made it..
haha! :D
had christmas party wif pipol from our street on da street..
haha! saw one cute boy..
he's so cute.. tat's all!
haha, and i still cant forget his face until now! haha..

december 24:
prepared everything for da noche buena at 12am..
just our luck, WE RUN OUT OF COOKING GAS!
soo lucky aa? LOL..
cannot buy gasoline anywhere coz stores were closed.. D:
soo we only ate cake, salad, fruits, and other "ready-to-eat" food..

december 25:
MERRY CHRISTMAS! :D
christmaaaaaaaaas time wif cousins at our house! yeheyyy..
SPRING WALTZ(korean show), was this day's premiere..
omggg, i loove all da casts!
everyone was prettie and handsome.. LOL!
and da story was super nice..
but too bad for me, i can only watched it until thursday..
da next episode will be shown on monday.. haish! ;(

december 26:
some cousins went back to there houses.. ;(
watched spring waltz..

december 27:
last day to see spring waltz.. huhu!

december 28:
went to old friends house..
stayed there all day to chat and eat..
haha!

december 29:
an outing wif my girlfriendssssss at sm! :D
1pm-4pm, wif cha and patty..
meet up at french baker.. (camwhored!)
omgg! when we saw each other we scream like wat!
i miss dis bonding aloooooooooot!
while we were walking around da mall.. (camwhored!)
pipol keep looking at us,
coz we were reallie super noisy!
we talk soo loud like we were da only pipol in tat mall..
went perfect click to have a studio picture.. (camwhored!)
haha! da photographer was joining us in our laughter..(he's so extra man!)
then, went VIDEOKE!
haha, bought 8 tokens..
first token, WASTED! (camwhored!)
second token, patty sang 'dont go breaking my heart'.. (camwhored!)
third token, WASTED! haha.. (camwhored!)
forth token, i sang 'love will lead you back' LOL! (camwhored!)
fifth token, cha san 'sa aking panaginip'.. :D (camwhored!)
sixth, seventh, eight token.. kept for ourselves as a souvenir.. (camwhored!)
haha! soree, videoke owner.. LOL!
then, went quantum(arcade).. (camwhored!)
played da i dunno wat thing.. LOL!
bought ice creams.. (camwhored on da way while eating!)
went tom`s world(another arcade area).. (camwhored!)
then story land(a small amusement place), we ride da roller coaster! (camwhored!)
haha! then went toilet and camwhored somemore!
and hug each other for goodbyes.. ;( (i hate endings)

4pm-5:30pm, my bestfriend abby! (:
we walked all around da mall and chat..
then, went story land to ride da roller coaster..
but too bad! it was closed.. soo no chance! ;(
stayed at da tom`s world 2(another arcade near bowling)..
seat and chat and CAAAAAAAAAMWHORED ALOT! :D
haha.. then hugs and goodbyes.. :D
this was reallie an exhausting but super FUUUUUUN day! (:

december 30:
smsed all pipol for da very last time..
coz our flight back to singapore is 8:30pm.. ;(
arrived at 12am..

december 31:
arranged all clothes..
cleaned da house..
and took alot of rest..
prepared things for 12am new year..
this was my first new year..
wif no fireworks, no screaming neighbors, no nothing..
haish! missed philippines aloot..

what we could have been, 8:41 PM.

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